July 2011
1 post
its time to start buckling down. if i really think i can do this i better start preparing. preparing and getting myself ready starts tomarrow. no but’s no excuses.
June 2011
2 posts
here is another pointless paragraph
we achieve or should i say i achieve then i fail. i know how it was how i hated it how i swore i would never continue, but i guess we were designed to lie to ourselves to make a very simple solution into a terrible down fall of hate and hurt. knowingly we destroy our bodies, lie to ourselves and yet we can walk away from all the self destruction satisfied, no matter what we can make any situation...
its ironic isnt it dear that you think or maybe you really are his friend and that you can love someone that has done so much damage to many people including the ones you love and loved. keep posting those pictures keep telling your self that your worthy of love that someone can stand your annoying chatter your self pity and mental destruction. i hope every time you you hear his name speak his...
May 2011
15 posts
well anytime there will be a new post on this thing wil becuase i am back home visting. three four five days ago i moved out, finally, with my spencer. We have our own house, no electricite though, pretty romantic i think. havent eat anything except a doughnut a night after 12am hahaha but i think i ate so much today i am good for a month. this whole day i have spent with my adorable daddy-o he...
i feel
like an old ding bat whats with these ugly high as waisted shorts and the “pants” part half way up your ass. its really not flattering at all ladies. stop it, please.
this day has assured me of my thoughts and concerns of religion, frankly any religion but the one i am most tired of is christianity. i grew up in a christian home went to a christian school an associated with other christian folks and i am at a place in my life were i cant or can confirm my statues as to were i belong in this faith, but it doesn’t even concern me. why is it that all these...
complainer
im a chain smoker. whats wrong with that? i smoke cigarettes, sooo, i smoke more then one in one sitting right after the other. i hate when you smoke with someone and you pull out another cigarette after you just smoked and they say WOAH chain smoker.. like okay thanks for pointing out i smoke you dumb dumb. in other news! i cant wait until i put in my two weeks in shogun. im so sick of working my...
so today marked, for me, the first day of summer. whens it cold i want it desoeratly to be warm, when its warm i wish for a cold breeze. it was so freakin humid an hot, i now need to turn the air conditioning on in my car, the stiring wheel burns my hands, i want to basicaly shave my head, make up seems pointless, i wish naked could be an optoin. summer means bathing siut wich means being halfway...
cigs and apples go together like bread and pesto, peanut butter an jelly, strawberries an chocolate, popcorn and sour patch kids, waffles and butter, oreos an peanut butter, honey an tea, grilled cheese an tomato soup,
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April 2011
41 posts
wallstreet with the boyfriend. my deepest apologese to katie and jessica for not going to drinks tonight alot of stuff is happening were im needed.. but i wanna drink raincheck?
fuck shogun, not the employees. fuck favorites, fuck working my ass off for nothing, fuck being told i have to fight for my shifts because someone is better then me, fuck working 80 hrs two weeks ten shift a week and me not being an asset to your fucking restaurant, fuck you for not being able to do your job as a manager and thinking you can tell me how to do mine, fuck working five hours making...
everything is looking down. but im having the best time with the past couple of days. work blows giant whale hole, getting shit for tips sense the restaurant has been dead and only having old confused people as visitors. “heres a nickle for your tips sweetie.. oh fuck it take two nickles.” joking with katie about the old crowed shogun has seen lately makes it much betta. i really...
money, money, money. oh how many things i wish to do with you. but! you must be saved. period.
Chapter one:
Tomorrow is a new beginning. a new future. If this new chapter of our life had different levels of experience our life would be set on hard. We have already taken the easy way, on our own stupidity went to the next level of medium to were we have landed ourselves to hard. I’m excited, nervous and already overwhelmed, both of us i should say. I only wish there was a fast forward button,...
The Tiger's Child
The article in the newspaper was tiny, considering the crime. It told of a six-year-old girl who had lured a local toddler from his yard, taken him to a nearby woodland, tied him to a tree and set fir to him. The boy, badly burned, was in hospital. All that was said in what amounted to no more than a space filler below the comic strips on page six. I read it and, repulsed, I turned the page and...
I don’t like you But I love you Seems that I’m always Thinking of you Oh, oh, oh, You treat me badly I love you madly You’ve really got a hold on me (You really got a hold on me) You really got a hold on me (You really got a hold on me) Baby, I don’t want you But I need you Don’t want to kiss you But I need to Oh, oh, oh You do me wrong now My love is strong now...
